{"id":4066,"date":"2011-11-07T21:42:07","date_gmt":"2011-11-08T02:42:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/debslunch.com\/debslunchblog\/?p=4066"},"modified":"2011-11-07T21:58:40","modified_gmt":"2011-11-08T02:58:40","slug":"i-wish-i-knew-whats-wrong-with-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debslunch.com\/debslunchblog\/i-wish-i-knew-whats-wrong-with-me\/","title":{"rendered":"I wish I knew what&#8217;s wrong with me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>For weeks I&#8217;ve had achey glands in my neck and groin. Kinda fatigued. Pain in my right shoulder and upper thigh on the same side &#8211; sometimes I limp when I get up from sitting. Yesterday I had a bellyache, and today I&#8217;m still a little iffy &#8211; but we think that&#8217;s because the milk I was putting in my coffee was spoiled. Today I have a canker sore right in the middle of my tongue &#8211; and I feel weak and shakey and unsure of myself. Hard to talk because I&#8217;m not 100% &#8211; the other person will just know. Feel like I&#8217;m gonna cry because it hurts. &#8216;Course it&#8217;s Monday, and I was unprepared in a meeting &#8211; keep replaying that eternal 5 minutes in my head &#8211; and, now Deb will report on &#8230; huh, what?!<\/p>\n<p>Is it just too much busyness? Right now I am behind on grading assignments that were handed in by the 53 students I have in two courses a week ago Sunday and Monday &#8211; I&#8217;ve made it through approximately 5. I have a book chapter also due a week ago, and I&#8217;m in the midst of 21 advising appointments, by phone and Skype, and that&#8217;s not not counting the 5 or 6 additional students I&#8217;ve advised via lengthy and multiple emails.<\/p>\n<p>I guess I just wish I could figure out if all these aches &amp; pains are simply old age, or if I&#8217;m actually sick. 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href=\"javascript: void(0);\">Next<\/a>\n\t<span class=\"slideshow-info464 slideshow-info\"><\/span>\n<\/div><!-- .slideshow-nav -->\n<div class=\"pscarousel\">\n\t<div id=\"pager464\" class=\"pager items clearfix\">\n\t\t\t<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/debslunch.com\/debslunchblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/11\/melts-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/debslunch.com\/debslunchblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/11\/melts-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/debslunch.com\/debslunchblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/11\/melts-400x400.jpg 400w, https:\/\/debslunch.com\/debslunchblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/11\/melts.jpg 612w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/>\t\t\t<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/debslunch.com\/debslunchblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/11\/creamycorn-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail 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